You’d never know it from the videos I post, but I’m a bit angsty about holidays. In fact, my super almost nauseatingly cheerful videos come from diving into whatever bothers me most about each holiday. On Father’s Day I thought about all the things fathers love about daughters their joy, innocence and aliveness. My father loved these things about me. He also loved me in pink, though I wasn’t thinking about that when I chose this dress.
What I did think about was that I’d make a video in which I’d play on Father’s Day like the girl I am. And that those feelings of shame and secrecy I experienced as a child would be there too but now they’d be small and I’d be big. That’s the glory of growing up.
Here is my sweet and naughty little girl side, unleashed. Enjoy.
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